just a try

i was just curios about this blog thing and got an idea, why not try it?
so here i am, starting a blog which by the way i'm not used to.
but honestly something happened that pushes me to make this account.
i got basted. funny but i just need to shout it to the world.
i feel like i'm about to burst so i need to let it out and the worst thing is that i have no one to talk about this.

i confessed my feelings to "this person" because i thought "this person" felt the same way.
i didn't plan to tell "this person" because i doubted what "this person" felt for me but "this person" keep on pushing me and when i tell thee. "this person" just stop communicating to me and made a story that "this person" is married already by which for a fact i know that it isn't true. it hurts because "this person" don't have a guts to tell me directly the truth. and i hate "this person" for that.

but any way, i'm coping right now. and hoping that i can move on and start again.and to "this person", i hope you'll have the courage to talk to me because it would really help me move on.

(pardon me for using "this person" it's just that i still can't replace it with a pronoun or a name. bare with me.)